CDCWJHG :)
The person who I thought was my friend

I met her Back when I was in Elementary school , I thought she was a nice person and easy to talk to . As years passed we became really close all the way to high school , but she turned into someone who I no longer knew . I know I could trust her and talk to her about anything she was a great friend . As we grew up we both changed , our way of thinking and such . I’ll admit the one thing that bothered me about her was she could never put her problems away for a second , she could never just try to free alive for once . I know I made my mistakes as well and so did she because we are not perfect . We had our arguments like every average friendship would . We had so many great times and she was there for me . We grew apart just a little through out the year .  That’s when I notice a change in her , and from then on she was no longer the friend who I thought she was . I was heartbroken and shocked . I had no words to explain what I was feeling . I thought I could let this one go but it was too hard to forget I could no longer be her friend . It hurt me , but it was probably for the best . Today , she is judged by alot of people , she’s a different person now . sharing her stories to the world because now she has no one to tell them too . 

never would I have thought I would lose my best friend………

callate vos :)
When will things ever be “good” again……
speak up

                                        Words are said , and tears are made .

              Tell me if you willing to stay , your eyes say I’m worthless but 

your lips say I love you . Honestly you hurt the most . 

                       Can’t say I didn’t warn you , I said it twice 

You think I believe you when I already lost every bit of hope .

          You watched  , but Didn’t notice , you saw but doesn’t seem you cared .

I’m exhausted of this game , I never seem to win once .

     So I don’t wanna say a word , it seems everything I do or say is imperfect .

                         I’m not perfect .

              I said it from the beginning  

So here’s the only thing left to say I’m sorry I’m not everything you wanted 

           Life seems to be full of disappointments 

             I should know .

Sometimes it lasts in love , but sometimes it hurts instead -Adele